There's been a severe lack of consistency on this blog and I apologize for it. I've been exhausted and fatigued lately, and I have been trying to get to the bottom of it. As with being tired, I find it usually rough to be creative and actually get the initiative to write about something. But, I'm at work right now so I've got nearly two full hours of free time to get some things down on paper.
First off - I had a great day yesterday. Man, it was amazing. Reminiscing can bring back memories, and whether or not they were good in the first place, they always come back positively. If they're bad, you can grow from it. If they're good, you can relive the experience all over again. So that was a thing.
Second - I barely wanted to go to sleep after such a good day. I just wanted to prolong my good mood, and I mean it could have carried over had I not woken up at 5:40 today, then started to google all these shitty symptoms I've been having lately.
Third - It's time to change my perspective on things. I have to keep reminding myself to stay positive and stay in the moment enjoying things. Sometimes good things don't last forever so I have to cherish every moment of something amazing. Then, once it's gone, I can relive the memory from time to time.
I don't know what I'm saying. I cant focus enough to get a complete thought out.
Basically to sum it up:
Things are good and things are bad right now. And that bad thing will hopefully be gone soon. And then things will be good. But then probably other bad things will take it's place.
Good = 1, Bad = 0
No comments:
Post a Comment