Parallels

I've got a phone call set up, where If I don't say the right things I could be locked into a job I don't want.
I've got a text message I haven't replied to where If I type the wrong things I might be in a relationship I don't want.

If I accept this job I'll be destined for a bright future, but at the cost of free time.
If I make a commitment I could have a good relationship, but it'd be so much effort.

And what use is money to me right now? I already have a job.
What use is a relationship right now? I already love my freedom.

My current job is perfect for me, I don't want to change what's already good.
She doesn't have the same morals as me... I want a free spirit to be free with me.

Maybe waiting is the right decision.

I'll wait until the timing is right, when I actually need money.
I'll wait until the timing is right, when I meet that perfect person.

Cause maybe, just maybe I already have all that I need.
Cause maybe, just maybe I already have everyone who I already need.

I just feel like junior year will work better for me, when I actually need to hone my skills.
I just feel like the longer I wait the better, when I actually know who I want.

So until then I need to just let it sit, keep things how they are and wait for the timing to be right.
Until then, I've gotta get myself out there, I need to use my free time to meet more people.

But how do I say no?

Spirit Out